rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

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Demi Lovato

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“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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Alanna Warren
Alanna Warren 3 klukkustundum síðan
You don't know how this series helped me so much.
DarcyKnox21 5 klukkustundum síðan
All I see are YES men and that is why she is where she is
Naya Wah
Naya Wah 9 klukkustundum síðan
ok but... season 2???
Elyy Ramirez
Elyy Ramirez 10 klukkustundum síðan
I loved her Selena's shirt 😍
_Stricken_ 12 klukkustundum síðan
i think she has borderline personality disorder, i have bpd and a lot of the things and symptoms she talks about point to bpd. People with bpd are also extremely prone to addiction :/
layn2100 layn2100
layn2100 layn2100 15 klukkustundum síðan
Kelsey Marie
Kelsey Marie 16 klukkustundum síðan
Loved this
Karina Tangerine
Karina Tangerine Degi Síðan síðan
Desde la primera vez que vi un concierto de Demi Lovato en 2009 sentí una conexión increíble, jamás me había sucedido con un artista por aquellos tiempos las apariencias y las notas de revista la vendían como la chica Disney que estaba cumpliendo su sueño. Realmente lo estaba logrando y ella tenia el talento para hacerlo, voces como pocas, belleza, carisma y mucha gracia, pero no fue hasta la segunda vez que pretendía verla en concierto y ella se bajó del tour de "Camp Rock 2" por sus problemas de adicciones, trastornos alimenticios y de estado de ánimo, que entendí porque sentía tal conexión. Todos estos años lloré mucho con Demi y me vi reflejada en cada vez que falló y volvió intentarlo. Por esto es que ruego y pido al universo que esta sea la ultima batalla para ella, que pueda ganarle a la depresión y a las adicciones, que en verdad pueda amarse tanto como la amo yo y el resto de sus fans. *Porque merece SER FELIZ y todos los que atravesamos situaciones similares también merecemos serlo*
danielle carter
danielle carter Degi Síðan síðan
so was this the last episode ????!!!!
Marisa E
Marisa E Degi Síðan síðan
i’m all for getting your truth out there but maybe she should slow down with these documentaries having the whole world watching her when she says she’s improving because almost every one that comes out something happens again... prime example is demi has been posting about losing weight recently and i mean also.... demi in this doc: “i’m no longer imprisoned by food” demi now: this frozen yogurt shop is offensive for catering to people who have other dietary needs because i have an ED
Alex Beausejour
Alex Beausejour Degi Síðan síðan
The cake scene made me cry! I can relate so much
Becky Grimm
Becky Grimm Degi Síðan síðan
Demi you don't know how proud we all are for you you inspire millions you have come so far if i could i would want to give you a hug and a whole speech on how amazing you are!! we love you demi : )
Rich Leang
Rich Leang Degi Síðan síðan
I believe in you Demi! And that hair cut I could see you’ve shed that protective layer of yours. Now you get to wear your own skin. Now it’s the time to make yourself proud!
izzy crow
izzy crow Degi Síðan síðan
I love this!!! So glad you shared your story and that you were honest! This takes a lot of guts and I am impressed and proud. Always loved you in camp rock and I am so proud of your growth and can't wait to see your journey continue!
Darby DeFord
Darby DeFord Degi Síðan síðan
“What I eat and don’t eat is my decision” unless a yogurt shop has a sugar free cookie, then it’s someone else’s fault
Carly Deboer
Carly Deboer Degi Síðan síðan
Elton said it all. Moderation does not work. And if you want to eat and get fat, do it! It’s not the worst thing. Dying is.
Melody P
Melody P Degi Síðan síðan
ANR clinic in Florida works. And Demi has the money to afford it. If you read this Demi, it could help you overcome the opioid cravings you might encounter in the future. I'm praying for you❤
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RuPaul Drag Race Spoilers Roleplay!! Degi Síðan síðan
Ok but and we just take 10 seconds to appreciate how gay her house is LMFAO is so perfect
Ana Clara Faria
Ana Clara Faria 2 dögum síðan
it annoys me how there is talk about moderation but then shortly after there is a clip of her in 2018 talking about the EXACT same thing just before her overdose. I understand the duality and hardships of control during eating disorders, especially considering ultimatums and how essential it is to avoid them (no food vs. too much food) in addition to how demi faces her drug addiction: trying to avoid the same black and white decisions she's made regarding her eating habits. I really do believe that every person works in a different way, and I sincerely hope she gets better, but it feels like history repeating, accompanied by misunderstandings in regards to the way she sees the world and faces addicition in general (as in, it feels like she's treating her drug addiction like her food addicition and it is NOT the same just because it is an addiction periodt, ykwim?)
jasmine rewane
jasmine rewane 2 dögum síðan
When her “friends” said they were happy about her engagement I knew there was a problem. Someone who just OD should NOT be getting engaged to someone they literally just met. So many rash decisions
Pilo Cortés
Pilo Cortés 2 dögum síðan
Too many wrong messages in this documentary :/
Neovalys Gonzalez
Neovalys Gonzalez 2 dögum síðan
exactly, never say never thats why justin made that song never say never bc u never know if u will do it again or fall again
Anabel Love
Anabel Love 2 dögum síðan
No lie I feel more bad for her friends and family then I do Demi. I’m glad she lived but does she not realize how this is affecting the people around her. It’s your responsibility to get better, no one else’s.
Felineintuition 2 dögum síðan
Oh, Demi! You may never read this but I have to put it out into the Universe so please, forgive me. Drinking a glass of wine or smoking a joint to help you cope with your past is not recreational. It is self medicating. This is a path already tried and you know where it leads. It's OK to hurt. It's OK to feel pain and anguish and anger. It's also OK to move on and release the burdens you carry. If there's anything years of therapy have taught me is that we are resilient. Have faith in that spark inside you and be honest with yourself. With love, A fellow human dealing with depression, anxiety and ED.
Michael Melancon
Michael Melancon 2 dögum síðan
Rest in peace. Just getting it out the way ahead of time. Mark my words. They'll be burying her sooner than they think.
Mike Moffett
Mike Moffett 3 dögum síðan
Instead of bashing her for her new recovery path please remember that these are just baby steps for her
Sabrina Leal
Sabrina Leal 3 dögum síðan
Was this the last episode?
Mike Moffett
Mike Moffett 3 dögum síðan
For now it is. They said there may be another documentary
Kate Lexis
Kate Lexis 3 dögum síðan
Can we just give her the benefit of a steps... And to her team... Honesty is the best policy..! To Demi dont fall short, talk, listen and learn that you dont always have to be on top.. Other than that im rooting for you and when you feel like you dont wanna live in the lime light pfft just go somewhere remote where nobody knows of you and be you not the famous celebrity that you are but just you.
Nicole Jusovic- Sysomboune
Nicole Jusovic- Sysomboune 3 dögum síðan
So proud of you! Surrendering and acceptance is one of the hardest things to do. You do you girl. Substance abuse rates would be down if there was more affordable help to the many addicts the U.S has.
n0ble.n3va3h _
n0ble.n3va3h _ 3 dögum síðan
Demi has always been my baby. And as a fan i feel like i just wanna protect her🤍 but i cant. I do know that i have faith that she will remain steadfast and keep being her authentic self. This was a great doc 4-series, so raw.
Madison erickson
Madison erickson 3 dögum síðan
Do what works for you babe!
aurora Milan
aurora Milan 3 dögum síðan
GOSH I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!! ❤️❤️💛💛❤️❤️❤️💛💛💛
Tommy Wiseau
Tommy Wiseau 3 dögum síðan
Madisan (her sister) is more responsible than her mom and shes 19.
Valerie King
Valerie King 3 dögum síðan
I grew up with Elton John's music and this is the first time I've watched an interview with him. He has such an elegant speaking voice and wisdom in his words; I hope Demi is able to find a balance with the weed and alcohol. I'm glad she's not doing the hard stuff anymore; she's very blessed to have survived the overdose.
Erica Fuantoni
Erica Fuantoni 4 dögum síðan
I love Demi but I don't believe in this "moderation" plan and I feel like her team, friends and family don't either, but there isn't much they can do because she's an adult. The only person I feel like it could have some sort of power its her mom but she seems to be in denial about Demi's situation. Its just very scary to us fans who really care about her seeing that the people who follow her closely are not able to tell her no
Oscar 4 dögum síðan
She looks so high omg
True Life & Tarot w/ TroLLa
True Life & Tarot w/ TroLLa 4 dögum síðan
Okay so- totally against the drinking HOWEVER everyone's recovery is their own. Cannabis is a medicine- period.
Tia Richards
Tia Richards 4 dögum síðan
I absolutely adore her!
I am NiA
I am NiA 4 dögum síðan
I got so sad because of their broke up cause they were so happy together and I want demi to always be happy:((((
Izzy Ok
Izzy Ok 3 dögum síðan
No guy wants to be in a serious relationship with an addict 🤣
Lucas Matos
Lucas Matos 5 dögum síðan
"The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing." - ...
Roscoe McDonald
Roscoe McDonald 5 dögum síðan
When I herd about the overdose I just felt so bad for her family and friends 💔😞 poor demi
Heather Gallington
Heather Gallington 5 dögum síðan
Your honesty heals my soul. Thank you.
Bryana Sedillo
Bryana Sedillo 5 dögum síðan
Thank you Demi for sharing your journey and life story & getting so vulnerable. I have struggled with addiction for many years & it runs strong in my family’s veins. I work hard everyday to continue this road of sobriety. I have people who are so important and are family who have yet to overcome those demons- your story really helps me continue to be loving and not hateful because someone else’s addiction and choices are “selfish”. I found myself hateful towards the people choosing addiction over anything else, wanting to cut all ties with them, but we have to realize this is a disease and they need us to continue to believe, have hope & faith that they WILL OVERCOME ALL THINGS ♥️ Addiction is scary not just for the person using but everyone else who loves them so deeply. Thank you for helping me to continue to try to understand & continue being a support system. It’s hard when you personally have been there in a dark place and addicted. To really know what it feels like & to see people you love continuously throw everything away for drugs hurts so bad- when all you want is change and happiness for them! But I will always continue to pray for these people, & that they will see change if they choose to fight against the things they thought they never could-because if there was hope for you and I there is hope for them as well ♥️ Appreciate you Demi so much! We love you & are rooting for you 😭😭🥰🥰🥰♥️♥️♥️
mich mich
mich mich 5 dögum síðan
Why is no one talking about how cute she looks with her new haircut !
THONGHYUCK 5 dögum síðan
so powerful, don’t regret using my time
Ashley Jones
Ashley Jones 5 dögum síðan
She basically said she can’t get through life without weed and liquor......
Hello Hello
Hello Hello 5 dögum síðan
Your house looks like a restaurant I went when I was little! 😀
Phat Mama
Phat Mama 5 dögum síðan
how was I able to watch 3 parts, start the 4th one but didn't finish it... now when I try to watch it I get a message saying it requires a payment to watch but doesn't even give an option to pay 🤔😕😣
angel fairy
angel fairy 5 dögum síðan
DEMI DESERVE THE WORLD PERIOD that’s all i gotta say
Leann Marie
Leann Marie 5 dögum síðan
I am so annoyed. I waited forever for this documentary to come out and I can't watch it. I have been getting the same error message since day it was released.
Nathaly Babushka
Nathaly Babushka 6 dögum síðan
Ew not Max the clown
Rina Vega
Rina Vega 6 dögum síðan
Vera Williams
Vera Williams 6 dögum síðan
AiSHaNICoLe 6 dögum síðan
Elton Jon “you either do it or you don’t.” Yup....Demi makes no sense saying, “I’m such a black and white Person” that means there is no middle ground so why does she think drinking a little will help?? I can see her dying young. She’s not getting it and the people around her don’t get it either. I too am a black and white person and I know that I either commit or I will fail. There is no Grey area.
SKYLAR Brink 6 dögum síðan
😭😭 lm so happy
Oliver Fenelon Chee
Oliver Fenelon Chee 6 dögum síðan
Lendie Ong
Lendie Ong 6 dögum síðan
Episode 5 please can’t wait
Alina Ali
Alina Ali 6 dögum síðan
At least Demi grew during quarantine
KittBabe. 6 dögum síðan
I read the comments and everyone sees the huge red flags. I mean, we can't all be wrong. I hope this time she can really heal!!
Krystal Jakes
Krystal Jakes 7 dögum síðan
someone close to me used crack, meth, and heroin. She never really smoke weed or drank but after getting clean she has moderately smoked weed to help maintain her seizures so she can come off the seizure medication. I am happy to say she has made a complete turn around! Do what's best for you Demi!
Melissa Echeverria
Melissa Echeverria 7 dögum síðan
Can someone tell me why she isn't dating Matthew because I can see he loves her
Jessica Williams
Jessica Williams 7 dögum síðan
I got really concerned with the way she was talking about her ex, now I see why. This moderation thing is such a slippery slope and scary!! I hope she continues to stay in therapy and heal.
Renee Hoff
Renee Hoff 7 dögum síðan
Is anyone else having issues with not being able to watch this free? I keep getting the message that says "This video requires payment to watch. Playback ID: Yada Yada. Tap to retry" like every 2 seconds?
Zaira Vicente Jimenez
Zaira Vicente Jimenez 7 dögum síðan
Loved it. So honest.😍❤️
Lalala123 7 dögum síðan
Bless Elton John for keeping it real about addiction.
Marcella Araldi
Marcella Araldi 7 dögum síðan
Obrigada por ser quem é, Demi! A gente te ama
Clumsy Warrior
Clumsy Warrior 8 dögum síðan
I'm just saying since she's stating that she is queen, I'll be her queen girlfriend in real life I'm not scared lol
Helen Geovanna
Helen Geovanna 8 dögum síðan
You are very strong Dami!!!
chantelle fairbanks
chantelle fairbanks 8 dögum síðan
Its sad how I didn't really see her fully smile like she did when she was telling everyone she was engaged! But I feel that pain.its hard losing someone you love and you have to mourn your love! I've always been a fan of her & I hope she can find happiness with herself cuz she can't love no one truly until she loves herself first
Amanda Eck
Amanda Eck 8 dögum síðan
I’m so glad we’ve grown as a culture to understand that a woman shaving their head is completely normal/fine!! #freebritney
Adam Devereaux
Adam Devereaux 8 dögum síðan
I'm EXTREMELY happy for her and I hope she continues to take care of herself for herself. I do want to say, people WERE talkin' about what was goin' on. MANY Black artists and other artists of color. So her statement on dat feels shortsighted and ignorant.
TJ Rhea
TJ Rhea 8 dögum síðan
I hope we get more episodes
perdantos 8 dögum síðan
Demi la mejor! un abrazo de Puerto Rico
mint suga
mint suga 9 dögum síðan
agree with all the comments about elton john. he was the realest and she needs someone like that to tell her when enough is enough.
Courtney Anderson
Courtney Anderson 9 dögum síðan
Listen to Elton John
Jade Marmalade
Jade Marmalade 9 dögum síðan
Personally, I think Sir Elton is the only “completely” honest person in this whole documentary.
Grazielli Melo
Grazielli Melo 9 dögum síðan
Espero que ela encontre a força que precisa, que veja o quanto sua vida é importante e que tenha sempre pessoas verdadeiras e amorosas ao seu redor
Marija B
Marija B 9 dögum síðan
🥺 “It’s not my fault, I have no control. UwU feel bad for me. I don’t want to take accountability.”
Nika R.
Nika R. 9 dögum síðan
Wait. A watermelon cake?!? 🤔
Brandy Boggs
Brandy Boggs 10 dögum síðan
why is no one talking about how absolutely amazing she looks with that hair cut
Kay War Face
Kay War Face 10 dögum síðan
Ummm Christina Aguilera is 40????? Where!???
Rebeca 10 dögum síðan
I can't with her mom 😩😑
Rebeca 10 dögum síðan
Elton is the only honest person. Demi listen to him please!
Laurence Missa
Laurence Missa 10 dögum síðan
I really do hope she gets the help she needs so she can deal with what make her feel she can't live without (weed, alcohol)
tatiana watt
tatiana watt 10 dögum síðan
Drinking in moderation when your already an alcholic isnt moderation. Its justifacation. I tried for a really long time to say i know when im at my limit, but its the change in my thinking when i feel warm and fuzzy. But weed can be beneficial to quitting hard drugs. 3 years this october. I love that demi is so open in her journey though
Alie Patchik
Alie Patchik 10 dögum síðan
I completely understand people who are concerned about her recovery and the way she is going about it. As an addict myself who was painfully enough doing the same things and painfully enough in the hospital a little after her, I have actually been doing moderation treatment for the same amount of time with zero problems. I do still drink on occasion and I smoke weed regularly. And I live a happy and balanced life. There is a lot of judgment on here from people who haven't been where she is.
mon f22
mon f22 10 dögum síðan
Only 4episodes?
Glynda Townsel
Glynda Townsel 10 dögum síðan
Demi is so beautiful 😍 im so glad she finally feels free and that she can use her voice to help not only herself but others.
Shanny 10 dögum síðan
Whens the next episodes coming out?????
Ben Stell
Ben Stell 10 dögum síðan
Proud of you, queen!
Katherine Gibson
Katherine Gibson 10 dögum síðan
Elton speaking the truth. Gotta love him.
Nevaeh Cannon
Nevaeh Cannon 10 dögum síðan
I love Demi so much but I’m kind of concerned about the moderation thing with drinking because in the last episodes she said she picked up red wine, and decided to drink then she went off the Handel. I just hope she can work through this problem.
cann. fx
cann. fx 10 dögum síðan
trentmcjiivers 11 dögum síðan
She says moderation will work but also that she’s a black and white thinker. That’s a bit of a contradiction and it’s a little concerning. I hope she proves me wrong but I don’t think “California sober” will work out in the long run.
Boom Bang
Boom Bang 11 dögum síðan
Something for sure she ain't queer or gay I feel like she is just confused u know. Definitely not that.
Mike Moffett
Mike Moffett 11 dögum síðan
The hair cut was powerful 💕
Waleska Ortiz
Waleska Ortiz 11 dögum síðan
I am changing my opinion about Demi Lovato. Demi: Just stop with the self-pity and"introspection" and accept your reality: you want to continue using drugs and be accepted as a non-sober person. Don't play yourself, your family, and your loyal fans!! Moderation does not work and YOU know that! Your life is full of enablers and YOU know that! This documentary is just a "public relations stunt" and YOU know that! Be real, be honest, grow up and be sober! I'm praying for you 🙏 I wish you luck!!!
Maria izadora
Maria izadora 11 dögum síðan
MEU DEUS, eu arrepiei do início ao fim que emocionante ela compartilhar com nós esse momento vulnerável. Sinto que isso faz ela ser mais foda do que eu já imaginava que era ela muito obrigado por passar tanta força e nos mostrar que tbem devemos amar nossas vulnerabilidades 💗
specialtramp 11 dögum síðan
Everyone just repeating "moderation doesn't work" - what's *your plan for keeping Demi alive without 24/7 supervision? If she can't stop drinking without literally being monitored 24/7 by staff then she's not ready and THAT'S a scenario for OD. Having others responsible for her sobriety is not a solution, as everything that's happened shows. You can't change your behavior if you're lying to everyone and yourself. Respectfully, I feel like everyone should focus on honesty not abstinence. Peace.
Indi n
Indi n 11 dögum síðan
i will always respect her
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